About Me

A young lady, making her way through life, guided by God's incredible love that just won't let go. I walk, I falter, I float I fall, I fail and yet I rise again For there is something that compels me LOVE It’s so amazing, so divine. I am His His treasure His beloved His jewel His darling!

Friday, June 5, 2009

He calls me Darling

I am His darling
He loves me inspite of myself
He cares even when I can't be bothered
He is the one constant person I go back to when I've failed again and does not say "I told you so"
Instead He listens, cries with me, then wipes my tears and tells me He still loves me
I should have understood that long ago but somehow I guess I'm still holding my breath incase he decides one day that He no longer cares
I am only trying to protect myself from the hurt of rejection
Its hurts him because he know that's my thought
I no longer want to hurt Him but some how I still do that
I am actively going to work on stopping that
I'll document what he does for me and hope talking more about it would help me see how he loves me 


  1. How sweet, this must be "ML".Just remember communication..I cant stress it enough

  2. Well it was written more with both of them in mind but more of FL though ML is also like Him in a lot of ways but he still does not know all my thoughts- (between us- ML knowing ALL my thoughts will be kinda scary) but with FL, now that’s the One I can’t hide from even if I try and I’ve stopped trying. So with ML I’ll keep working on the communication like you said. He is learning to be more like FL by the day and it makes the journey all the more interesting. Lets face it no one can beat the master at his own game- FL is not trying to love it is who He is. Thanks for stopping by