To Love

Hey, how are you all doing?
Been away for a bit. Hope y’all have fun plans for the “special” weekend?

Anyways whatever it is make sure you have fun.

Here’s a quick note for the 2 loves in my life. One Perfect the other imperfect but both more than I could ask for. Thank you FL- You are awsome

My darling Love
Loving you
It’s not something I need to deliberate on
It’s not something I need to be convinced about
I love you not just on the high days
Not just on the great days
Not only for the smooth sails
But for all trails
Loving you is simply what I do

I love you when I am excited
Even when the days are dull
When the mood is low
And when the pain won’t stop
It is a decision I have made
Not a whim I follow
I love you
This I say with all joy.

FL
Loving you is more than I could explain
Your love for me is more that I can comprehend
Even when I am not in my best behaviour Your love does not stop
It does not cease even for a moment because if ever it did I would be dead
Your love is unconditional

I want to love the way You love
Not minding my weaknesses
Or my shortcomings
Not minding my constant questions
And ever so frequent straying

I need to live my life loving You
In my words
In my deeds
In my thoughts
And my ways

May Your love consume me till Your love is made perfect in me.
To my First Love, You truly are my everything.

Tolumide says a bit about that love here. Enjoy!

I'm back

I have stayed away from you for so long and I am really sorry about that. I know you are accusing me of deserting you and going to every other person. I know its true I am guilty of visiting every other person and have refused to come home. Would you please forgive me?
I have been so worried that maybe you wont like me. Maybe I would be boring, maybe I am not going to be fun enough for you but now I realize that all those are excuses you know me and love me as I am. So as awkward as this may seem I will keep it up till I am able to know you as you should be known. Ok Blog (B) I know you are wondering, “Is she still talking to me or to your First Love (FL)? Actually I started out talking to just you B but along the line I realized somewhere inside me I was also talking to FL and to you then I left you out a lil tiny bity bit at the tail end when I focused on just FL.
Readers please bear with me I have a tendency to do that but hey it makes it all more fun.

So I know you might be wondering what I have been doing all these while I’ve been away? I have been busy with work (believe me you don’t want to hear about it- you are likely to get pissed at them all as I was for most of it till I learnt to just let it go), the busy road also takes quite some of my time so by the time I am home my books take a large chunk of that time then I spend time with FL and ML
B- hehehehe yeah I got you! Who is ML-?
HD-ok I’ll let you in a lil bit or do you want to guess I know you are really smart- ok I’ll spill- that is My love- that is the darlyn guy that makes my heart go mush
B- ok ok enough details
HD – blushing ;) - you asked

Well I’m working on spending more time with FL, He’s been there for me in so many places and situations that I cant let anybody not even ML to get in the way and ML sure doesn’t want to be in the way

Well I could go on about ML now that I have started but I’ll try not to make you roll your eyes at me. But remember this whole writing is about them and I.
I’ll also like to say THANK YOU to the many bloggers that have made it “necessary” for me to finally join the blogville. If I start to list all your names hmmmm Ok I know what I will do I’ll write up a special blog about y’all.
You’ve been my silent “friends” and support through the years, Yes years been consistently reading blogs since 2006

This blog today is inspired by September- I’m sure the countdown is at its peak. Congrats girl