Living my dream

So it's been my favorite phrase "do what you love and you'll never
have to work a day in your life"
With this great idea planted in my head for many years I wonder how I
managed to fall into a routine I almost detest 90% of the time. My
life must be pretty miserable you must think by now.

Well you are sometimes right, I'm often miserable. I console myself in
the idea that one day I would break free but poor me has not had a
single day to catch my breath since I've been telling myself this.
So I'm attending this women program and I hear these amazing women
speak and I'm like WOW! What am I waiting for? These women are living
my dream and guess what? They did not have the bus wait to pick them,
they hopped on as it sped by them.

Will Darlyn wait much longer? What is she doing?
What will she do with all these ideas in her head?

My thought is this.

I am one person
I have one life
I can make a change, one person at a time
The first one to be changed is Me
I'm on rampage
Watch out for me :)

He's my friend!!!

So there's this song that's been on replay in my head for about 3 days
now. Today twas like my constant fuel through the day.

Friend of God by Israel Houghton
VERSE:
Who am I that you are mindful of me
That you hear me, when I call
Is it true that you are thinking of me
How you love me, it's amazing (Who am I Lord)

CHORUS:
I am a friend of God
I am a friend of God
I am a friend of God
He calls me friend

The content of the song it not new, but it seems to resonate
differently in me, it's kind of almost an incredible idea that makes
my eyes wanna pop out of it's socket and at the same time very
humbling, that God would actually have time to think of me, and then
not just a one off thought, but like He knows my name, cares deeply
about me, He LOVES me, wow

I feel like telling everyone I am a friend of God. Fancy being Obama's
friend or Mel Gibson, Wentworth Miller, a Denzel Washington, Donald
Trump, Bill Gates, just name it all the Who's that really matter,
fancy being a friend to any of them. I'm sure I'll be excited to tell
any and everyone either subtly or not so subtly that I have a
connection with any of these cool dudes above.

Now fancy having someone cooler, greater, more awesome, way more
powerful, richer, more on point and with more charisma than them all
put together, being my friend. Well there's not much to be modest
about here. I'm shouting from the rooftops He calls me friend!

I'm so in love with my FL right now. May this love never fade! I know
His love NEVER fades, only mine does :(

But He never gives up on me, yippie!

Y'all have a lovely rest of the week

Saying or Said-ing?

What is God saying now?
It often is easy for us to hold on to what God told us at some point
of our life. But it is sad what happens after that, we stop trying to
hear God, because what he told us at that point is working so well
then we get lost in the idea that we feel we don't need to work to
keep hearing from Him, we get too busy maintaining what He gave us we
stop paying attention to Him. We are busy priming and fixing here and
there.

I guess it is wise to get back to the drawing board and ask what is He
saying to now?
Listen, obey and remain in Him always.
Don't just stay with the "said-ing"  listen for what He is "saying" now.
Have a blessed week y'all.

Looks like I'm really back

Hey,
Been a while since I posted. I've had loads of stuffs happening.
Looks like I've found a solution to not staying away from here too long.
We'll just have to wait and see how that works out right.
Have a fabulous Thursday y'all
I'll be back soon.

The Farmer

I pray for rain


I weep in pain

I moan and groan

But all in vain



For my yard is over grown

And the farm is all brown

Remnant of the last season

I’m yet to cut down



Easy to pray

Cheap to weep

But my part will I play?

For surely the rain will come

But what would it bless?

When all I do is weep and moan and groan

A Song

I need a song


A song to sing

I need a song

A song that cheers

I need a song

A song to put me at ease

I need a song

That tells all my heart cries



I love

I live

I wait

I weep

I hope, oh still I hope

That when my song comes

I’ll dance all the way

By myself

When it is left to just me and You


I am free to sing

I am free to dance

I am free to say the words "I love You"

Knowing You deserve it right well and I am so unworthy



When there is just me and You

I come true, shedding all the masks

Coming before the one that know all and loves me still

How else can I say it, I come before the one that loves me undeserving as I am



Then I look in the eyes of love,

I come to fully understand why He bore the pain and the shame He knew I would daily bring

He did it just in hope that I would let Him love me as I should be loved

A love only He understands and yes I love Him

Yes I love Jesus!